Disturbing details about Sean “Diddy” Combs’ alleged sexual orgies, referred to as “freak offs,” have emerged during Cassie’s testimony in his ongoing federal trial for racketeering and sex trafficking.
On May 13th, Cassie, 38, who had a decade-long relationship with Diddy until 2018, testified about her experiences with the rapper.
She described how Diddy allegedly initiated what he called “freak offs,” which involved her performing sexually with a third person, often an escort, for his arousal.
“I was 22 at the time, my stomach churned, didn’t have a concept of how that would be a turn on, but I accepted the responsibility,” Cassie stated in court. “I was confused, nervous, but also loved him very much and wanted to make him happy.”
She added that these encounters became frequent and something she felt she had little choice in doing. “It wasn’t something that I wanted to be doing, especially as regularly as it became. But again, I was in love and wanted to make him happy. At some point, I felt I didn’t have much of a choice.”
Cassie further testified that participating in these alleged “freak offs” became her life, leaving “no space to do anything else.”
She described these events as lasting for extended periods, fueled by drugs and alcohol, involving “staying out for days on end, taking drugs and drinking, having sex with a stranger.” She recounted one instance lasting four days.
During her testimony, Cassie revealed the emotional impact of these alleged orgies, stating that she felt “horrible,” “disgusting,” and “humiliated.”
She said she lacked the words to express her feelings and felt unable to confide in anyone.
Cassie also explained that she felt emotionally numb during the “freak offs” due to being high on drugs, which made her question her reality. “I was high so I didn’t feel much,” she said.
“Did this really happen to me? I didn’t know what was going to happen after that, if we were going to do it more frequently, I said yes to more, I didn’t want to make him upset or angry.”
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